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The ART of Faith
Religion Every time I try to leave something keeps bringing me back I’m talking about religion. I’ve spent a lot of time saying, I’m not religious, I’m spiritual and at a point that was true for me. I didn’t practice my faith consistently nor going to church and Bible study. Of course I “grew up…
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No more Microwaves
Let me cook Creating fear with harmful actions and words, then suddenly becoming calm and reasonable the moment the other person reaches for help, creates confusion, and fear. Creating fear, like convenience, thrives in urgency. When relationships come to this, I often notice how quickly they began. One person becomes attached to the other’s green…
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I’m leaving you
Dear trauma I no longer identify with you You are no longer my whole personality There was a time you protected me And I thank you for that But holding on to you eventually ruined all of my relationships, some that needed to be ruined but most of them I actually cherished at least before…
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Feb 26’ Vision Board
I love creating vision boards. This time around I included what I have now along with what I am working towards. I questioned if I should share this because everyone always talks about evil eyes and not announcing too soon, because everyone isn’t rooting for you. Yeah, well guess what? I don’t practice fear based…
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The Threat in My Head
I have to stop holding off on things I need to take care of because the minute I make time to get it done, I sets in that I made a mountain out of a mole hill, and I don’t exactly know why. Most of the time it’s regarding money. Oh yeah they call it…
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The Challenge I Choose
I made it to Special Education. Not without experiencing being a classroom teacher first. But, I remember I use to always say to myself after my first few years in ed, I just want to teach one subject with small groups, after experiencing this environment as a co teacher. Then it hit me, that’s special…
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Release Me !
Ruminating. I’m so tired of hearing this word. Really I’m so very tired of experiencing this. Well I was until I finally found the solution to this problem and it’s quite obvious. Forgiveness. I know, this has been discussed over and over but, it’s true. Forgiveness is for you. For your sanity. When I couldn’t…
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Kindness Is Not A Weapon
“Kill them with kindness“ I do not agree with this statement because it goes against self preservation. The best way to “kill”someone who has hurt you in one way or another is to better yourself, not prove yourself. To be straightforward with you, it’s best to not consider killing them at all. You should completely…